Nakikinig ka ba sa paligid nating walang umuokupa kundi pag-ibig na bubuo sa walang hanggang pinapangarap nating dalawa. Sa gitna ng kakahuyang tinutubuan ng mga ligaw na rosas na mas matingkad pa ang kulay sa pula. Sa ibabaw ng ating mundo’y masisilip ang katha ng isang maestro na magpapanganga sa sinumang tatanaw rito. Ang lahat ng ito’y atin, sa atin lamang, wala ng iba. Kaya kong ilipad ka sa buwan sa mga oras na ito at ipasyal ka sa palibot ng mga bituin. Habang hawak ko ang iyong kamay at hinahayaan ka lang na nakatingin sa likha nating dalawa. Huwag kang bibitaw sa akin sinta. Hindi kita papakawalan, dahil hindi kaya ng puso kong mag-isa. Tanda ko pa ang lahat ng ‘yong mga sinabi, lahat ng ating mga pinagsamahan, lahat ng mga matatamis na sandali’t oras na ating inubos sa tawanan. Nakikinig ka ba sa tibok ng puso ko habang yakap-yakap kita?

Nakikita mo ba? Malamang hindi… Ang paligid na naubusan na ng pagmamahal at pangangarap… Mga bulaklak na nawalan ng kulay at mga punong natupok na ng pighati sanhi ng paglisan mo… Ang dating maliwanag na kalangitan natin ay nagdilim na at patuloy at walang tigil sa pagluha… Lumisan na ang buwan at mga bituin kasabay ng iyong pagkawala… Hindi kita papakawalan, hindi ko kaya…

Tanda mo pa ang lahat ng aking mga sinabi, lahat ng ating mga pinagsamahan, lahat ng mga matatamis na sandali’t oras na ating inubos sa tawanan. Bakit wala na rin ang tibok ng puso mo ngayong yakap-yakap kita?…

Your eyes, your pretty eyes, they keep me alive. That smile on your face, somehow makes me survive everything that I am going through and will go through. 

It’s a complicated thing. Too complicated that not even the most intelligent people could understand it. Not even our own hearts can say what it really is. It exists in many form, in many places, for many kinds of people. It differs in every single way. We couldn’t really just define love in general, every single one of us has it’s own meaning for it. A meaning defined by experiences. It may be good or bad, better or worse, best or worst. Love is the ultimate power a human being has in this universe. It can bring about life or death. Only a few find what it truly means, or accept what it means for them. Only a few people can handle it with care and not get lost in it. Love is a dangerous thing, it is not to be played with. It is pointing a gun right at a person’s head and have you determine his faith. It hurts at times but it heals at others. Love is giving all you’ve got just to see another happy, even if it means sacrificing everything you have. It is explained in the bible, and there’s no other explanation close to the real meaning of love other than that. To know what love really means allow you to love truly. Therefore, love is just another word absent in my dictionary. And I know not it.

(Source: deveerei)

There was nothing to right on that empty sheet of his notebook for everything went wrong already.
He went outside and both a can of Coca-Cola and a bottle of Pepsi he bought from the store five blocks away from his home where he had only been staying for not more than an hour. He likes Coca-Colas in can better than in bottles, and he likes Pepsis in bottles rather than in cans.
When he was a child, he remembers, he was drinking a bottle of Coke with his robot drinking straw when another kid with a green plastic straw snatches his. Surprised, the bottle he was holding skydived into the ceramic floor and parted into shiny pieces. One part swims in the sea of carbonated drink and others strolled away; while one shattered piece of glass, the shy-type kind of glass, hid beneath his’ foot’s skin and bullies all these red juice making them come out of their home.
(to be continued)

Mas maraming beses mo ‘kong nasaktan ng ‘di sadya at sinaktan ng intensyunal. Ilang beses akong pinaghintay sa wala pero pag-ibig ko’y nagtagal. Masasabi ko na ni minsa’y ‘di nagpanggap ng katulad mo, at ‘di nagduda sa nadarama mo sa’kin o sa ibang tao. Masakit sa’kin na may ilang pagkakataon, na wala kang ginawa para ipaglaban kung anuman tayo noon. Na sa mga simpleng salitang di mo kayang paniwalaan matatapos ng bigla lahat ng pinagsamahan. Puso mo ba’y hirap lang umintindi dahil sa kapaguran o dahil ‘di pa rin makawala sa gapos ng nakaraan. Binigay ko ang lahat at tunay lahat ng ‘yon. Nagsakripisyo ng mga bagay sa mga ‘di patas na desisyon. Minahal kita, alam mo ‘yon, alam nila. Malinaw sa buong mundo na iniibig kita. Mahal mo ba ako? Isang simpleng tanong. Ganoon mo lang ako binabalewala kaya ewan ang tugon…

(by deveerei)

It was just like yesterday, the sun scorches the numb ground and hurts everyone’s feet. Burning. Hot. I wish it would rain.

Along the side of the road i walked hastily, trying to ignore the heat and perspiration. A heavy sigh. The distant view seem to struggle with the heat, almost making a mirage. A little centigrades higher, the cars from where i stare would be vanishing into the thin air and would come back to reality, just a bit closer.

I absolutely hate it when i step into a gum some fool spit onto the pavement after ingesting all its sugar and sweet. I have to pick my shoe with some messy stick just to remove that cursed pink sticky garbage.

Garbage.

I don’t know where i’m really headed to. The heat just evaporated all the water around forming steam that clouded my mind and made me forget where i’m supposed to go.

A loud horm from a car blasted my ears into nowhere. I realized i almost got hit by a pick-up truck, err, car don’t know how it’s named. It was a ford, black, heavily tinted. The door opened and the driver asked if i’m okay..

‘Yes’, i answered.

‘Are you sure? I’m sorry, i almost hit you’.

‘I said i’m okay!’, i answered back again this time in a louder voice, almost shouting. Maybe the same thing happened to his ears. Stupid loud car horn. Not realizing it was an angel that’s asking me, i looked up, stared at that beautiful creature. Regret how i acted, maybe i offended her, i surely have..

She stares back at me, with a slight pout on her face. She was annoyed. But still pretty..

‘Angel…’, i whispered softly, i don’t know why i did..

My eyes slowly opened.

With a sweet smile and teary eyes, she sat beside me.

‘I’m glad you’re alright chum..’

She hugged me..

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Gusto ko akin ka na lang.  Gusto ko akin ka lang… Pero mas gusto ko ang maging masaya ka. “True happiness is when you put aside your own in place of other’s.” Magiging masaya lang ako kung magiging masaya ka. Hindi ka naman magiging masaya sa akin kaya hahayaan na lang kita sa piling ng iba. Hindi sa hindi kita kayang ipaglaban… Bakit ako lalaban kung hindi ko naman kayang panatilihing nakangiti ang iyong mga labi, at gawin na ang kasiyahan at pag-ibig ay doon manahan. You move me like the wind moves the wind chime at my window. You make me sing a song no one can understand but us, but that song you can’t hear… Dahil may iba ka nang pinakikinggan; mas maganda, mas maayos, at mas mapaliligaya ka. Gusto ko na lang na makita kang nakangiti. Ang mahawakan ang iyong kamay o maisayaw ka bilang isang kaibigan, na lang. Gusto ko na lang na patawanin ka, kahit na ang kapalit nito ay ang pagluha ng aking mga mata sa pangungulila sa isang pag-iibigang hindi kailanman maaaring gumuhit sa papel ng kasaysayan, ng tadhana. Gusto ko na lang na maging isang kaibigan. Kaibigang mamahalin ka nang tunay at higit pa sa sarili. Mahal na mahal kita, sana’y iyong tandaan…